Just me venting

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My mother believes that I don't what was going on but the thing is I have a hard time sleeping. I hear everything that goes on in this house. Everything. I hope she knows that I called her out on her crap, her acting like some child and going off on my sister. My sister is no saint, she is lazy and kinda slob and has a hard time keeping to what she says. That did not deserve half the reaction my mother gave her. Waking my elder sister up with no explanation, knowing she came from work not only a 2 and a half hours ago. My sister off course has the typical reaction yelling/asking what did she do, my mother not saying a word. My sister figures its about the kitchen. They argue and yell my sister goes to her room and throws a tantrum. My mother yells at her and bangs troughs the door. My mother leaves and my sister continues to yell at scream while my little sister is sleeping in the room. Apparently something broke my mother heard it, maybe it was an accident, I don't know. All I know is that it got physical. I had to come in and break them apart, ended up injured. My sister ran to the outside, my mother threatened to call the cops. I called my mother back in to stop patronizing her. She ended up hitting me for telling the truth about what she was doing. My sister comes backs in and has an emotional breakdown. How everyone hates her, how she wishes to die, how she is a failure, how she ruined her families lives, how she just wants someone to care about her. I am 16 years old, I've been dealing with this since middle school. Why do I have to be the 'adult'? I'm only 16. There grown women. Do you know how sad it is when your older sister has to come to you for comfort every time they fight or your own my mother? Honestly the only thing I hope that happens is that the bruises from there fight and my mothers hits show. So they can see what there doing to us. I don't regret it.